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Some Things Will Never Happen
waiting outside in the hall
where my friend’s orchestra practices I hear the choir
of Glendale Community College cantillating
gratia plena rehearsing its harmonies
over & over & it has not sounded perfect yet on the beach
earlier I let the sun burn
its music into me just a little
let my body relinquish half
its whole note of winter coldness I lay in that brilliance
too long thinking how I do
not know if my flight tomorrow will reach for
land gently or if I am at an age
to reasonably believe
that some things will never happen
to me that the plane won’t burst into flames
I do not believe he ever will
but sometimes I think I wouldn’t mind being hurt
by the man I love if it made me more sure
of the war in him & this also seems like something
only someone who is young or wrong would think
last week my sister dragged a woman
from a smoking belly up SUV
while two men stood at a safe distance & watched
the woman waited in her blood
& my tiny sister
five foot one & one hundred & ten pounds
wriggled her like a newborn through
a window before the vehicle caught fire
in shock she blessed my sister & prayed
to Mary & the men
murmured amen there is still sand in my ears
my hair my shoes my teeth & eyebrows
& I have been trailing it all
day like blood as if someone following me has need of it
as a navigational aid when my man says never
I believe him when it comes time for me to be full
I want it to be of grace & I want to sing gratia plena &,
I want the dissonant chord & then I want it
to coil like a tendril like a muscle like a fist
& stay motionless
Linnea Nelson received her MFA from Oregon State University, where her mentors included Karen Holmberg, Jennifer Richter, and David Biespiel. Her poetry has appeared or is forthcoming in Rattle, Fourth & Sycamore, Gold Man Review, The Adirondack Review, San Pedro River Review, Tule Review, and Tribeca Poetry Review, among other publications. She is Associate Editor for Cloudbank Books, and lives in Richmond, Virginia, with her husband and two sprightly cats.